I don't want to be here
I don't want to be there
I don't want to be anywhere
if that means I don't care
I wish I only dared
I can't tell if this is worth it
I am weighing the pro and cons
and, I am in a pit
Don't know what I should do
Don't know what I should be
Obviously I am not myself
Haven't been for years
not since I shed all those tears
I don't think I will ever be the same
For that, I am sorry, it is a shame
I had so much potential
then I forgot what was essential
I forgot who I was
feel deep in my despair
couldn't see the way out
until I saw your face
I had no doubt
you were the one
even after all of our bouts
I did realize the damage was done
before long there wasn't any more fun
I felt the night closing in,
there went my sun
On the surface everything was fine
these feelings began to surface,
are they mine?
I couldn't express how I felt
I am sorry
I didn't mean for this to happen,
I only wanted what I thought was best
I still can't explain everything I feel today
But I do know a few, if I may
I know I love you, with all of my heart
if you weren't here I'd have cut it out
I try to give you the best I can
I guess I'm not living up to your kind of man
It hurts me to see you like this,
please don't let that be our last kiss
I know you need more attention,
this I don't need to mention
I don't remember how I used to be,
but that's how you keep judging me.
Help me, be there, be here now.
I am weak, show me how to overcome
because I am so lame, I feel so dumb
I can't talk straight, I stutter all the time,
full sentences? Yeah right
and I know I can't rhyme
I'm just trying to say
Please stop thinking the opposite way
I need you more than I can say
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