hold my gaze

it feels like the good has come and gone except it’s cause those problems are no more, we have moved on to something more right here and now over time it all seems to fade yet again – some thoughts never go away some grow dull and vague and dark others have a way of […]

forever no one

i secretly want to be open and freethe thought of rejection keeps scaring medo it for myself and no one elsefollow no one else and trust myselfeasy said, harder doneat times i feel made of leadfeeling nothing but shunnedif i don’t learn to be mei’ll end up forever no onei cry inside as i mourn […]

mr. e

so much time seems to be wastedbut what else would i do instead?thinking of doing something biggerbut can’t seem to pull myself out of bedall my attention seems to get spenton everyone else, no time for memy patience and persistence has been spenton giving my family what they needenjoy my time, whatever i’m doingand suck […]