it feels like the good has come and gone
except it's cause those problems are
no more, we have moved on
to something more right here and now
over time it all seems to fade
yet again - some thoughts never go away
some grow dull and vague and dark
others have a way of pulling me astray
from the mindset i'm determined to have
to love, to hold, to look at myself and not turn away
hold my gaze and return it strong
no one else matters like me being wrong
knowing i'm not ok and wondering what will be
curious to know if i'm ever going to turn the key
hoping i'm not wasting everyone's time
though i need to turn that thought on me
wasting my own time is the authentic crime
myself, thoughts, that all i see and be
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