the tearing of my will

i see a face
my blood begins to race
can't think of anything else
blood i want to taste
revenge is all i want
forgiveness is what i need
which will prevail?
hopefully the latter
or this will not end well
i don't want to let it go
i'm scared of just letting it be
deep down i know
i have it inside of me
move on, just be happy
to be where i'm at
not think about what might be
open my heart
along with my eyes
today is the day to start
i don't care how many failed tries
i have had before
today is the one that is going to matter
i will prevail
the time is now
no choice but not to fail
slowly climb like the dow

the pain inside is the fighting
the tearing of my will
i know i'm better than im acting
but the here is the only tell
while in the trenches it contunues
carries on when all else appears calm
the sparring wages on
long after the present is gone

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