i had dreams and ambitions
or are they just delusions
i don't see me going anywhere now
i don't see me doing anything now
i'm a miserable wreck
i was standing when i hit the deck
so hard, lost all momentum
nervous and scared the only constant
one of billions yet a billion to none
is this not a face in the crowd
i am no one, right where i want to be
why does that not bring me peace
is there another reason i'm not at ease
the feelings of missed opportunity
the lack of energy obscures my clarity
i am doing exactly what i want
but if i feel i haven't found what i sought
than this unease will always be fought
dug a hole
again and again
dug myself out
and then
self sabotage
i'm right where i began
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