the nonexistent divide
the nonexistent a curreal cereal ctory ordinary joe Until yesterday I never questioned societies methods. I just kept my mouth shut, stood straight in line, and did as I was told, not because I believed in the cause, but just because it was easier to follow directions than it was not to. Life was […]
whirlpool
my thoughts swirl as a whirlpool forms spinning in stagnant water useless, dirty, filthy impure thoughts go ’round and ’round ’round in defiled water full of hypocrisy two minds co habitat my conscience distorting and deforming my thoughts that get caught in the crossfire delusions overpower reality reality comes with confusion confusion breeds calamity calamity […]
the tearing of my will
i see a facemy blood begins to racecan’t think of anything elseblood i want to tasterevenge is all i wantforgiveness is what i needwhich will prevail?hopefully the latteror this will not end welli don’t want to let it goi’m scared of just letting it bedeep down i knowi have it inside of memove on, just […]
beyond all reason
i’m solid in calmin rough i bombi blow up, i explodecontents under pressurefocus, focus, nope , foldthe anger, what a lurei dream of a timewhere my thought are in linewith what wasand what isand see that it’s not the sameand see i don’t need the samei feel all alonebut only because i choosehow often do […]
the damage done
thinking backthe damage donecareless actsthe damage donemindless attacksthe damage donefeelings lackedthe damage doneunchecked factsthe damage doneirrational reactsthe damage donecommunication slacksthe damage done
amends
how embarrassing.what a joke. here he goes againthinking he’s more than a basic blokeno clear and concise vision in sightone blunder after all the others.if looking in the mirror is a mighthow do I hold the gaze of another?too worried about failingtoo nervous to stay focusedi’m here with my arms flailingfree falling into the abyssover-planning […]
hold my gaze
it feels like the good has come and gone except it’s cause those problems are no more, we have moved on to something more right here and now over time it all seems to fade yet again – some thoughts never go away some grow dull and vague and dark others have a way of […]
forever no one
i secretly want to be open and freethe thought of rejection keeps scaring medo it for myself and no one elsefollow no one else and trust myselfeasy said, harder doneat times i feel made of leadfeeling nothing but shunnedif i don’t learn to be mei’ll end up forever no onei cry inside as i mourn […]
mr. e
so much time seems to be wastedbut what else would i do instead?thinking of doing something biggerbut can’t seem to pull myself out of bedall my attention seems to get spenton everyone else, no time for memy patience and persistence has been spenton giving my family what they needenjoy my time, whatever i’m doingand suck […]
as time goes through and through
they say i’m crazy, not hard to believeif that’s what you see, then don’t turn the pagethere is more of me then what you can seecome inside my mind, pour your self some teaput your feet in the air, there’s no gravity herelean back in your chair, as far as you darewhy do people say […]