i’d still love you tomorrow
if there is one goal id like to achieveis to be a better man for youi wish that i could seeall the mistakes i have put us throughi tried not to write a sappy love songbut i just wanted to admiti know i have done you wrongand am trying hard to quitold habits die hardmemories […]
turmoil in the soil
i think there is turmoil turmoil in the soilseed ain’t growingi watered it,i nurtured it,still it turned to shitit sulks it diesall before i say good-byei’m not donecan’t you seei don’t want to pull this weedi watch you from aboveno one here to see my lovei come to you at nighttake away all your frighti […]
Demanding Love
i wake up and i think of youi’m not sure why i feel the way i doi think of you and my mind expandsi contemplate what my love demandsand i can’t think of anyone else,who i would want to be withwho i would rather kissthan you, forget the restwant to give you my bestwanna give […]
hopes
these hopes are delusionsthose dreams are only visible in the lightideas flowing, no net to containthe vision is there, but purpose is out of sightstay in my lanedo as i’m toldam i insane?maintain pattern in holddecisions questionedrationale undecipheredthe wrong choice is destinedto forever be preferredi open my mouthwrongi don’t say a wordwrongall i have is […]
Happy Thanksgiving
Happy Thanksgivingto one, to allgot busy just livingfear i dropped the ballonce my favorite holidaythe matriarchs were the gluefeels like just another daytext “Happy Thanksgiving and miss you”is the new norm for all my loved onesi’m trying, please know thati send all my love, not just somei’ll sit here with my catsgrateful for all the […]
archaic and lame
is anyone really alright?is anyone really ok?why do i fight? stay the course, right?this consciousness enlightens existential dread blackensmy horizon with a creeping duskthat’s never truly endsi am no sainti’m the sinniest sinneri know what i’ve doneso i know what’s for give oncorrect the lesson planif it takes a village…yet we are all under the […]
objectively defective
i want to connecti think i forgotmust be a defectan upgrade to be bought
undone (not the sweater song)
say one waythen feel differenti didn’t swayi didn’t shiftit feels liketwomake plans swiftas i can doby the time has comei have become undone
no soliciting
i’d like to say i carebut i don’tid like to say i trybut i won’ti’d like to say i know whybut i don’tand that’s just the way it isuntil the day i dopeople tell me to changeto be happybut they don’t seemthat way to melike a salesman at the doorlistening, blank stare, what a bore
thoughts and prayers
i’ve lied i’ve cheated i’ve stolebut most of life is learningso please don’t do what you’re toldi’ve done no more than the next man i betbut some you don’t want to knowbut I don’t think i’ve killed anybody…yeti’ve got friends that got me out of a bindin my youth i committed all my crimesi am […]