sorrow
Tonight’s sorrow is one but of painTomorrow’s decline is one not of gainGradually descending into the blackChoking and coughing, falling backthrough the mist of a cloudless mindDown the tunnel of a caved in mineBack from town, tonight no moreArrive here now but beholdno more sorrow
Anger Through My Veins, Pulsing with Rage
Anger through my veinsPulsing with ragedetermined to get outof this goddamned cagewith my mind I stay awaywith contempt I part waystravel without not aboutthe Anger through my veinscan’t you understandall I want is to be oneAnger through my veinsPulsing with ragetorn from somethingwithered with pleasurefeeling your pulsepulsing with trust that manifest from lustthe Anger through […]
i don’t want to be here
i don’t want to be herei don’t want to be therei don’t want to be anywhereif that means i don’t carei wish i only daredi can’t tell if this is worth iti am weighing the pro and consand, i am in a pitDon’t know what i should doDon’t know what i should beObviously i am […]
The Constipation of my Mind
The Sun, the moonit all looks so permanentto a mind full of hate and contemptnothing i do seems to changei feel that everything i dohas already been donestruggle to hold it all withinthis outer layer we call skini can’t see pastwhy do you tryi feel so fakeno matter what i dowhat will becomewhen this is […]
Yeah Right!
I struggle to hold it inI try to blend, I won’t fitmy building blockshave been warpedI am a corpseSpinning aroundmy thoughts compressI get stressedmy whole life is a messbut I have been blessed.
Passing My Time
My thoughts have feelings tooMy thoughts think of nothing but youCount loosely running aroundtrying to be kind in my own timewhat I can’t getNo one can helpFrom time to timeI throw my fitbut I relaxmy thoughts, slowlyinto one they meltand I can’t forget youmy mind is stuckto what you areI can’t stay behind these barsI […]
Today is Judgement Day
today is judgement dayas is all the restevery choice along the wayputs me to the testpuzzled by thoughts of yesterdayas if i could changewould it be better another way?or is that part of me deranged?to think if one little choicemakes that much differenceinstead of retribution i’d rejoiceto be that’s the big indifferencethis is it, all […]
Through My Darkest Hour
IThrough my darkest hourcomes my brightest lightthough the pain is oursinside me was the constant fightthrough love and acceptanceI am freed of my burdenthough it lingers, a nuisancein time the scars will mendThrough my hate and my angerI punished the ones I adorethough it hurts, so I murmurthe guilt is mine, I am the soreI […]
Lost in a Train of Thought
Lost in a train of thoughtbest lost I can findfor in the tracks evidence of the crimeThe crime has yet to be committed for the thought just crossed my mindBut beforeI could committo memory,it escapesto the ether,where it travels, until it finds,another mindto burrow intoand this timeBecome intertwinedwith the ever growing webuniversal consciousness
As Time Slowly Churns On
As time slowly churns onthe daily grind invadesthe desire and will to do moresoon getting through todayis the only true truthNothing is more powerfulthan an idea in motionNothing is more Destructivethoughts in a downward spiralInward it eats, eats the core of my spirituntil I’m a puppet living on muscle memory