What’s with all the dashes?
Everything I do ends in vainNothing has changed- it stays the sameDrowning in your kissI surpass infinite blissAnchoring myself to youFundamental and secureMy heart is all but blueNocturnal – still awakeI’m just wondering – what’s my fate?or if I will take a detouron a road of stank and rancidWill you be there – waiting?Comforting me […]
last time i checked
last time i checkedi was smarter then thisi deserve to get deckedfor not shutting my mouthand just giving you a kissthis moment like all beforemy heart is yoursi don’t want to keep scoreJust keep opening new doorsforever until no morethat’s the least i can doour love will never bore.
untitled napkin
Everything i cannot takeEverything seems so fakePlease help me seeWhat i can notPlease help me seeWhat i have foughtDon’t be the sameThey say to meDon’t be differentThen what should i be?think for myselfthey say to meOpen your eyes and you will seethey say to metrust in meeverything will be OKBullshitAll i see is just another […]
sorrow
Tonight’s sorrow is one but of painTomorrow’s decline is one not of gainGradually descending into the blackChoking and coughing, falling backthrough the mist of a cloudless mindDown the tunnel of a caved in mineBack from town, tonight no moreArrive here now but beholdno more sorrow
Anger Through My Veins, Pulsing with Rage
Anger through my veinsPulsing with ragedetermined to get outof this goddamned cagewith my mind I stay awaywith contempt I part waystravel without not aboutthe Anger through my veinscan’t you understandall I want is to be oneAnger through my veinsPulsing with ragetorn from somethingwithered with pleasurefeeling your pulsepulsing with trust that manifest from lustthe Anger through […]
i don’t want to be here
i don’t want to be herei don’t want to be therei don’t want to be anywhereif that means i don’t carei wish i only daredi can’t tell if this is worth iti am weighing the pro and consand, i am in a pitDon’t know what i should doDon’t know what i should beObviously i am […]
The Constipation of my Mind
The Sun, the moonit all looks so permanentto a mind full of hate and contemptnothing i do seems to changei feel that everything i dohas already been donestruggle to hold it all withinthis outer layer we call skini can’t see pastwhy do you tryi feel so fakeno matter what i dowhat will becomewhen this is […]
Yeah Right!
I struggle to hold it inI try to blend, I won’t fitmy building blockshave been warpedI am a corpseSpinning aroundmy thoughts compressI get stressedmy whole life is a messbut I have been blessed.
Passing My Time
My thoughts have feelings tooMy thoughts think of nothing but youCount loosely running aroundtrying to be kind in my own timewhat I can’t getNo one can helpFrom time to timeI throw my fitbut I relaxmy thoughts, slowlyinto one they meltand I can’t forget youmy mind is stuckto what you areI can’t stay behind these barsI […]
Today is Judgement Day
today is judgement dayas is all the restevery choice along the wayputs me to the testpuzzled by thoughts of yesterdayas if i could changewould it be better another way?or is that part of me deranged?to think if one little choicemakes that much differenceinstead of retribution i’d rejoiceto be that’s the big indifferencethis is it, all […]